Hello readers, how’s you all
So, I’m back with my story what happened after that. When I told him about my feelings.. And he responded it next day after duty,
So, we were sitting at garden ,he asked me what is the reason for love to him? Firstly I was nervous then I replied that “nothing, love does not for any reason it’s just happened ” then… After few minutes he said that …
When did I started love him? What qualities he had to love him? What I saw into him that I started to love him? He was asking so many questions . And I was just listening .
I was silent, so he asked me, why you love me? I said “there’s no spacial reason for love you, I know you very well or maybe I don’t ,I know we’re not from same religion ,we have different destiny, different choices, different likes and dislikes everything I know but specially we’re good friends so I love you. ”
Then he asked “ok, I understand, but what if I refuse you? Or if I have already a girl friend? Then What will you do? ”
That time I was thinking, is this my LOVE INTERVIEW?, why I told him so?? I should not have told him.
He is too talkative boy , and I’m less. I understand now that was just my attraction and I was thinking I’m in love. Actually it was not happened with me, it is happening with all teenagers. We could not make difference between love and attraction. We watched in movies and TV shows that girl and boy fall in love with a one sight and we thinks “yes this is that person whom I was looking for ” but how?? How we can love a person without knowing them? And we make mistakes and then after few days, we do breakup.
So, I replied him, “nothing ,what can I do after that? I’ll be just as friends, and will happy to see you with your love ones. And promise I’ll never disturb you. “my eyes were become wet, I wasn’t make my eye contact with him. Then, he held my hand and said, “stupid girl, why are you crying? Listen don’t cry ,you know that very well if someone cries then I can’t hold my tears so long, stop crying. ”
I said “ no, I’m not crying, so can we go now? I’m getting late for home, I’ve to go. “
Then he said “but first tell me again what you told me yesterday on phone, I wanna hear it now here then. “
I said “you have another girlfriend you just told me about that”. He said “I was just kidding, stupid girl so are you gonna tell me now? ”
I said “yes, I love you “then he smiled and said “stupid girl, I love you too “. I was shocked, that he said that he loves me? I asked “When did you started love me? “he said “its from many days but I wasn’t wanna tell you now I wanted to tell you after some days, ” I shocked and asked “oh really? “he said “Oky let’s go for home? ”
That day we were so happy, I held his hand and we were walking on street, it was evening, mild wind was blowing and moon arose Stars were shining, I can’t forget about that day. We were laughing, I was feeling so free, we ate ice-cream, and he was talking to much. He used to talkative and I’m as always less talks. I said “never leave me , you are my first love”. Then he said nope I’m not gonna lose you, what will happen when I married with someone else, what will you do? “ I replied “nothing ,I will gonna unmarried for ever, and you will be a dady “…then we were laughing together.
So, everything was going good for some days, I was happy, so, we made plan for date on upcoming Sunday .I was excited, so, that day… To be continued.
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